A very very belated to our Sungmin oppa . Nuh Noon Jahl Seng Geeyot So ^^ . Sungmin oppa's birthday was on 1/1 . But I was busy with homework that day so I didn't post . Plus I was lazy after I did finish my homework . Everyone was counting down for him on MBC Gayo . Although it seems to the audience that they were counting down for 2011 , but I believe that in all ELFs' hearts , we were counting down for our cute Sungminnie oppa's birthday (:

I was sort of reflecting on myself past few days ago , and got really emotional . Wanted to cry . So I went to watch videos that make me cry and let out the tears . I guess , ppl really need to cry sometimes . I didn't cry for any reason , but I just wanted too XD . Secondary 3 life is gonna be stressful . Or maybe I shld say it became stressful since Secondary School . Just one of my thoughts though .

Secondary One - You gotta start adapting to the new environment and make friends even though you happen to have some primary school friends in your school . And then you have to get used to the number of subjects you have . Because its totally different from the normal 4 major subject you have in Primary Sch . And then you even have to memorise for your exams which you totally don't need to do so in P.Sch .

Secondary Two - You gotta get ready for streaming . Esp for your Mid-year and End-of-year since it will decide on which subj combinations you can take . And also your own choice . Which you even have to think of your ambition ; what you want to do . It just has the link .

Secondary Three - You have to get ready for the Secondary 4 O'levels . Secondary Four - Nothing to say , everyday study study study .

I just feel things go a little bit too fast since Sec.Sch . Maybe I'm the one who thinks of that , but everyday it seems we have to study study study . We can't take much of a break because there is always a time we have to remind of ourselves to work hard just for a future that we all don't know .

And even starting frm Secondary Two , we must alrdy choose a path , so that we can starting working our way to our goals . Well , I think I've sort of thought of my ambition although I'm not too sure if I can achieve it . I have 3 in my mind . And I hope to achieve 2 at one go , even if it will make me busy in the future . Or maybe in fact one will be good . Or maybe I'll just get a nolife and be some normal OfficeLady in the society out there .

I understand that I shld start working hard since now . But can I do it ? . With my behaviour . I know myself very well and I know that there will be times that I will become lazy , start to slack , and just have the mind of whatever-just-let-me-anyhow-do-my-homework . Its easy to say : Just don't do that , but is it that easy to do ?

Sorry for being so emotional though (out of a sudden) . Kekes XP . I wanted to paste a video of Sungmin oppa but apparently it was being deleted though ): So I guess I will just paste a few pictures of him and just end this sort-of-emotional post . And one sad news , during KBS Music Festival , Ryeowook oppa received news that his grandmother went to Heaven . Yet he can't even go and visit her and see her for the last time due to the performance . This is really saddening though . I just hope that Ryeowook oppa's grandmother will RIP . And for Ryeowook oppa , please be strong , just like what the ELFs were trending in Twitter yesterday night . #bestrongryeowook .



Wuli jungmal 귀여워 Sungmin oppa ^^